I was asked to do the near impossible. I liken it to an object that has passed too close to the sun, the task being to try and create a bit of distance between the object and this life giving, bright star whose gravity has taken over. trying to fight this gravity, trying to pretend as though it weren’t there even though it had been soo close and sooo warm for sooo long, again, near impossible and takes everything in me to try to attempt. If given the choice, I would delve head first into this sun and never be seen or heard of again, because in some way, the sun and me would be one. I try the near impossible, not out of a want to get away but out of a request to keep my distance. it is this love for the sun that I try to respect its wishes but by no means is it easy and by no means do i want to leave its side.